He really loved her, couldn't explain why after all that happened, Just did, then everything went apart,
started on that road to hell.
Mind of a sick man, lost interest, Only the memories of her voice and her smile made him feel forever young and without any problems at all,
and now, everything came back as it used to be.
Body decided to follow the mind, everyday was a different headache, chest was heavy and feeling pain breathing, teeth hurt, eyes were blurred by this fog… hand shaking on the glass every time.
Taste in everything faded away like it didn't even exist, lost dreams.
“- I feel like I never sleep and that I am always tired, I wake up when it is still dark and I just look into me and I see nothing, and I can't close my eyes again, I see only dark. I wonder everyday if everything really happens or I just dreamed about it and is just something unreal, I wonder if I dreamed things happening… “
Pain is still there, getting worse every day that passes by, like it never existed, the screams of hell, they will stop eventually and let him go, to that place of evil so much desired suddenly, that pain which is not enough anymore.
“- The endless dark that surrounds me every second, there's no sincere smile in here, the land of madness.”