This time it might happen the way I wanted it the last time I wanted it, so now maybe I should consider on wishing something else, on second thought there might not be a chance to wish a second thing. What might be that one thing left to be done? That's one of the other hundreds of questions with no answer. Anyhow it's useless, useless like in 'no matter'. Based on time planning things should have evolved different, theoretically speaking there's no chance in going the way it was planned without an outer or inner influence, at least on the path. So, what next?