The silence of the clouds whispers loudly - never again in the sight of light, covers of covers, sand, because it can, leaves no reasons, in blindness. Shadows frozen through the night persuade insanity of calm, it fades.
The day we don't die.
- What are we going to do about this?
- We?
- Yes, we.
- Who are you?
- Your ego!
- Fuck you, my ego is dead!
Soft lines of light into the horizon, the hopes of light through the darkness, unfaithful path, scrambled pieces.
Common figures like shallow shadows fight their way into believing in harmony, the lost desire, hidden and locked, screaming thought, oh..
the innocence, trembling smile uncertain to universal delight.
To whom you kneel the despair? Cold faded light into broken steps, scented night run by stars.
He really loved her, couldn't explain why after all that happened, Just did, then everything went apart,
started on that road to hell.
Mind of a sick man, lost interest, Only the memories of her voice and her smile made him feel forever young and without any problems at all,
and now, everything came back as it used to be.
Body decided to follow the mind, everyday was a different headache, chest was heavy and feeling pain breathing, teeth hurt, eyes were blurred by this fog… hand shaking on the glass every time.
Taste in everything faded away like it didn't even exist, lost dreams.
“- I feel like I never sleep and that I am always tired, I wake up when it is still dark and I just look into me and I see nothing, and I can't close my eyes again, I see only dark. I wonder everyday if everything really happens or I just dreamed about it and is just something unreal, I wonder if I dreamed things happening… “
Pain is still there, getting worse every day that passes by, like it never existed, the screams of hell, they will stop eventually and let him go, to that place of evil so much desired suddenly, that pain which is not enough anymore.
“- The endless dark that surrounds me every second, there's no sincere smile in here, the land of madness.”
Surely one reason to get up is the weather that just wares you down at the moment you step outside, and is not just the likehood of smth to be happening of no matter the reason but the pain it has inside, the roundings, the movement, the smell, the heat, the excitement… and there's nothing to be used as a painkiller.